It's funny how I never cried at the beginning but today I burst into tears at hearing the news.
This is my happy dance:
Or more like some jumping. The picture didn't turn out as awesome as I thought it might. This one is a bit better:
I am so happy and grateful. I am alive. I am healthy.
And to top it off? My oncologist is very optimistic that I won't be infertile after this - I might be able to have more kids! Which I don't know yet if I want more but it's nice to have the option.
Speaking of kids- I have one happy little boy right now. He made me a "Happy Done with Chemo card"-
He said that this is me and him holding hands because I'm all better. And yes, this definitely cued more tears. I love him so much I could burst.
So many happy tears today. I have never appreciated life and health more. I have never been more grateful. I feel like I can finally breathe again. I have survived the worst trial life has ever given me. I made it.
I am all scheduled to have my port removed on Thursday! Apparently it's easy peasy- some numbing shots, a small incision, and they pull it right out. Don't worry- I'll blog about it!
And then I don't need to do anything oncology related until my check up scans! Woohoo!!!
Thank you everyone for the love and support. It has meant the world to me. I had never felt how wonderful humanity can be until I battled cancer.
Congratulations! *happy tears*
ReplyDeleteThank you so much! So many happy tears!!!!
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